Sometimes I contemplate my workings,, my visualizations, and what I'm habitually consuming… Am I losing myself? What am I doing? 

As the waves of reflection run deeper, I start to wonder, resistant against the notion that I'm consistently wasting my time stalling my creations… Again, what am I doing? Like, is part of me waiting? 

I feel that I must ascend my focus on the future but…do I really got time to be gazing? Looking ahead while neglecting to take more and more steps. Maybe I’m rushing myself…maybe this gazing at the fruits that I desire and expect to bear is a part of my process. What if things are moving in the unseen? This struggle… I couldn’t struggle without there being some movement forward. I ask these question because I am upon a breakthrough

Yes…

I'm not late, maybe I'm paving a path with the knowledge I am uncovering. Yes, I see it more, a bit obsessive in terms of the kingdom I'm overtaking. I see…the inner effort is making the outer actions effortless, and the connections are being made, yes… I'm doing it, so don’t be so hard on yourself Traydon but be relentless in the evaluation, Keep your focus steady and realize that you'll need to let some things go to gain. Yes…

Rebel against the common,

Prioritize Divine Individuality and Collaboration,

Stirring a curiosity and need for experimentation,

Fall in love with effort and exposure,

Stimulate yourself through massive progress,

And remember momentary failure doesn't define future success

We Have Much To Become....